What should I do???(GIRLS ONLY PLEASE)?

I'm a 14 yer old girl and just broke my best friend and my friend ship!!! We were for a year b4 I saw her horrid flaws, she gets jealous when I have other friends, she can't ever b out of the spot light, and she never called me I was the one who invited her here and there and called and texted!!!! Much more stuff but don't feel like exposing it all...anyway I miss her tremendous, but I told her I never wanted to b friends with her again!!! We have not talked in a month and I have a new bff but me and her ha a lot of memories and I miss her what should I do??